Wahh Finally It's Comes To This Day !! WHOOO!!! Out Of The Miserable Work Place!! But I'm Gonna Be Missing All The Friends That I've Known Over At The Working Place : /


WAhhh Today's The Day That I'mm All Alone At Home And a Total Silence @ home.. If Onli I Could Throw Out A Big PArty!! LOL!! Hmm Well It's Kinda Hard when family are not around, coz u'll miss their company and nagging as for now i'm gonna Work in total silence but will keep up with my pace.. : / FASTER 7 Dec , So That It's Gonna Be My Turn To Go BACK!!! WAHHH!!!

Okay!! Now Time Really Past Reall Fast and It's Gonna Be Dec Soon, i Can SmeeeLLLL Freedom!! But Boredom After Today, Coz I'm Gonna Be All Alone At home Till 7 Dec as Parents & siblings of mine are the first one to fly back home..Haiz.. Gonna miss The Company at home and it's my first time being home-alone!! But Gonna Be Excited to Fly back alone, as there will be more outing compared having parents around with u where there is no fun (fun as in like spending a real Hol's) Gonna Be missing Peeps back at work but hopefully everything turns out well for them :) hmm for now i need to plan on what i'm going to do alone at home...haiz, hopefully i can request for morning shift everyday...
Gonna Miss You Guy's When I leave For My Hol's but I'll definately gonna bring Some stuff's and souvenir's along with me :)

HO!!!HO!!HO!! HI Guy's, Lol I Know it's Been Reallly Long Of ME To come back and Blog, Well What To Do When Somebody Is Too HArdworking :D Muahaha..Lol...
WHOOO!!!! LEft 21 More Day's To LEave The Hotel!! WHOO!!

At The Same Time HAppy & Sad...
Happy Coz I'm Gonna Leave The Place & Go For My Vacation On My own Without Parent's & also HAve Time For My Own Leisure!! Whohooo!! Wicked Sick!!!
Sad BEcause, Friend's Whom I know Will Be either left behind or they still have 8mnths left to go : / And Well They Wont Be having any Off's, and that means i wont b seeing them for the whole mnth but well GOD Got Plans for Them this Dec and i'm just hoping that at least on the day of christmas they'll be just working half day or maybe end b4 the clock strikes 12am, i'm just too worried of 1 particular Friend that i will be leaving, coz She will be dressed into tight fits christmas costumes and gonna be selling some cakes & other pastries and hit a Budget of way over 4k and well its kinda Risky For me to think of it in a way that The people whom she'll be selling it away may be drunk or some shitty customer's...Hmm Well I Dunno I just wished that what ever that friend has in mind or plans hope she'll gonna use the good way and not the bad way of selling an hit over the budget :

ADVANCED MERRY CHRISTMAS GUY"S (I know I'm Way Advanced :D)



Well Today Was A Good Day To Start
Firstly went Out for lunch with My Service Staff To Pastamania at Parco Bugis Junction And well we just ordered pizza, not sure whether she was just shy to order pasta but instead ordered pizza..lol..Well Chatted with her Here and there about life in the phil during their skool years and well got to know some things that i dont know about my other staff's So ya... Hmm Well after That we had a quick Roam around Esplenade as she dont really have the time or know SG yet so ya also planned with her to plan out this outing which i requested to her to tell their leaving staff's to join in the final Outing "FURAMA OUTING".. Lol.. '
Then After That send her to the Mrt And as for me Offed To Work.. As Usual Things Were Unexpected coz total reservations was 109pax but ended up 50 pax were cancelled...

Well Theres Just A Video That i would Just Like To Share with u guy's :D
Enjoy And Hope U'll Learn sumthing from the video:) All the Best To The Graduationg Chef's!!! 2 More MNTHS!!!! JIAYO!!!!


Life's Starting To Get Miserable when Attachment's Coming TO An END!! Whahhhh!!! SOBB!!
Lot Of Things has bEen Happening lately in Life, Firstly anger against parents has been a hard day for me to recover coz its been already 4mnths i've not talked to them compared to the prev years which was onli min 2 mnths and this year is extra 2 mnths, and well i've got this thoughts of living on my own since this things happened and who knows i'll be off good without me in the family..Less Burden For them..

It may seem everything's fine in my life but behind it, its been a hard time for me.. I've Been doing Some Thinking almost everyday after work after reaching home, lying on my bed and thinking of things that i've done wrong from work to parents to friends, Sometimes Its really hard to put things back to were it used to be and leaving no pain.. Not Talking To Parents has been really hard for me Especially my Mum, Since Young Mum would always be the onli parent that takes really good Care of me and sis while Dad is Working Overseas(SG) to make living... Whenever we Get Sick Mum Would Always find a way to have the $$ to buy medicine or bring us to the doctor she'd even sell our things just for the sake of Us.. Now That We're grown Up and having a good Life(well Not always) we tend to forget the things that our parents did for us, for some, abusing parents are the main points but thinking back during our younger days where we were in a crib, almost everynight we would cry and waking up our parents sleep just to stop the crying 24/7.. Now That We're All Grown Up We Tend To Go Against Them And Forgot What They Have Done For Us and made us stand in our own 2 feet :'(

Secondly Hmm well Work-
i'm not gonna mention on what's been going on but I just dont Like To Hurt people's feeling when it comes to this coz well FYI my weakess point are this kind of Subjects...Hopefully Things Will Turn Out where it use to be, leaving no tears shedding and heart breaking :'/ Haiz Like I said, Why Is Life Starting To get Miserable when its onli 2mths away from Ending Attachment, Why! Why!! Why!!! Arghh!!!

Man Today Was A dissapointing Day For me... Haiz...Firstly came for OT at 10am coz of function going on, then we'll as usuall, chef appointed 2 guy's for the function but end-up me was the onli one doing the shit about it... wtf!! it was like he had a free OT for No Farking Reason...WTF!!
After That Had Some Good Things happened and again as i continued my afternoon shift, day was starting to b good accept at the middle part where everyone was all of a sudden changed of feelings and atittude.. haiz and well as for me i kinda did something , i dont even know why i did that but ya was really dissapointed in myself now!! HAIZ!!! I Bet I Cant Sleep To This Kind Of situation going into my mind and seeing that person tmrw as i go to work : / i dont want that person to think that i'm a bad person... Haiz... MAnn What M I Gonna Do If They're gonna talk about it tmrw and makes that particular person accused of it for no reason... Wahhh!!! I'm An Asshole...Dammm!!!!! And also to my fellow service staff so sorri for what i've done that made u so angry or so, gonna try to fix things up between u and me... Haiz... Life's So Miserable when attachment's going to END!!! I'm Gonna Miss My Newly MEt Friends :'(

About Me

Name : Ray Andrew Ypparraguirre Tiu
B-Day: 2_ June 1990
Born In A Country Called:Philippines(Cebu)
Occupation:Culinary Chef
Mistaken Identity As : A Malay ):
True Identity: Filipino-Chinese
Either Call Me : Ray or Andrew

Hopes

-Learn Be More Open To God

-Get Into A good Place for Attachment

-Get Car License

-Get Own Car :)

-Get Myself A Lappy

-Save Lots of $$$ for future Use (studies,travel,etc..)

-Get Over With NS

-Work Hard

-Get To Know All The Chef's Around The world

-Travel around the world

-Able To Reach The Top Of Being A Chef

-Open An Own Restaurant

Walk The Talk

PRECIOUSE

H.I.H.S F.R.I.E.N.D.S.