Hmmm Today Was A Good DAy To Start The Weekends By Having An Early Off In Liue!! Everything Was Just fine Until The Part We Left camp, It Was A Total Disaster and not knowing that the bus tooked so long to reach the bus-stop that i had to walk a long walk just to cabbed a taxi ...Wahh!!! I Totally Got Pissed And Just Shouted the F*** Word as The area was deserted and also sang out loud with the Music Lol... I Was Totally Angry coz I haved a Plan with Mah Fionce to chat and there was No Taxi stopping.... Haiz...Hmm As i didnt expect we weren't able to talk over the net... I Wasn't Blaming Neither of Us But I Was just In A Total Sadness & Dissapointed :'( ...

Trying To Change As Promised But Things Kept Popping Out Of My Mind and worst thing was There was this User In Her YM which i dont want To Mention names here and i've saw an offline msg saying "Low.....".he was just saying" Helow". and There was a conversation where the User wants to cam To cam... We'll Its Not That I dont want any fight But , I Just Hate someone playing dumb with me as if things are unoticable , It Onli Makes Me think more of that acusations which where its starts in the 1st place... For Me I Just Want A fix relasionship... If Ur Reaading this, Just To Let You Know That I'm Not angry It's Just That at some times i feel dissapointed of what things are happening... I'm really taking that acusations out of my mind but things like a simple user in aYm makes a big matter to me in our relation : / I'm willing To Be Opened Minded just For You Coz That's how I want Our Love To Be in Future and Not Ending Up Devorcing with each other in near future with our kids...

I Just Hope that what we've promised to each other and told each other will come true and not just by saying it but at least happen....

Whooo!!!! IT's Been Long Since I've Not Touched My Blog... LOL!!!

hmm well As Time Passed, Lots Of Things Happened Lately... Grandad Passed Away A month Ago, And Fights, Mis-understandings & Acusations Took Part Between Me And My Fiancee :'/ Well All I Can Say Is, Realationship Is Harder Than I Thought But As journey Goes ,i'ved learnt ALOT from my mistakes, And I Guess It Made Our Relationship even More Stronger And Also Understands More About Each Other! We May Had Endless Fight's But It Strengthen's our Relationship even stronger than usual...

2ndly Looking Back Since We've Enlisted From Army, We've come To The Part We've Most awaited for, which is Being A 2nd Year Army!! NS Life was Tough but As we trained we've mde alot of friends.. As Long As u put Your Best Foot Forward Nothing Will Stop You!!! :) Hmmm!!! We'll I Cant Really Wait For The arrival of My Fiancee This May or so, Finally We can be together again!!! & MOST OF ALL O.R.D!!!!!!! MiSSING ALL MY SGT"S!!! AND FRIENDS!!!!! AND MOST OF ALLL MAH! BABY!!!!

* Gonna Do A Refurnish To Mah Blog!

Well These Past Few Day's Was A Total Boredome For Me Cause I was Always been staying in camp couz of some reason...
Haiz I Miss Everything Outside With My Special Someone Where we Go Out And Have Fun Together As A Couple...We'll Whatever It Takes And Whatever Happen's Love Will Never Fades!!!

Recently having troubles Sleeping at night coz of too much thinking this few day's, Hmm Well I Guess I Really Missed HEr Very Much As It Been quite a long tyme for both of us to B Apart from each other :'(...

@ 0800hrs
Well Today We Had Our 1st SAFRA 10 Km Run And At First It was Hard For me To run it coz of All The Happenings That just Happened to me , i cant even bother to concentrate on what i was doing but thank God I finish it without any trouble along the way...

Many Things Happened Lately This few day's coz it relate's to the person that i Lhoved soooo much in my entire life... It Really hurts When That someone That u loved hid a secrets from u and it make u a Big Loooser For Not Helping Out The Things That loveone wants to do... I feel So Hurt That i Break-up with her coz i actually found Out That she asked the guy to help her Do an account for her on skype and actually the guy paid for it on her behalf instead of asking me to help her out...

You guy's may seem this post is Kinda weird and confusing and complicated but it all started from a simple help that i gave because he couldnt get the direction of the hostel, and well after that things began to change and they started going out :'( who would'nt feel hurt if that someone that u sacrificed and gave all ur love for her did this To u !! To Me i couldnt really take it coz it did not happened for the first Time but TWICE!!!!

At 6pm Today
Well i went To church near SMU and Well as usuall went there for mass coz it was the 1st ever church that me and my speciallove went for mass... As I prayed, tear's rolled down from my eyes as i asked God What mistake did for her to do this to me... As Mass started My heart was hurting soo much that i Totally kneeled down as the mass started... I Hated To Do This But As What The Parable said for today's Mass " You cant change That person coz That's who he/she is.. And in order for u to help him/her change, is to sacrifice the hardest thing that u could ever as that's the onli way the person will realise it was wrong. As i heard the reading, my eyes started to water and left the church with a teary eye as i walked myself to Orchard... Things In life may happen esp when u Lhove someone that ur close to and he/she is the onli family that ur left but ended up in a hurtfull situation....

Hello peeps, It's been Really Long Time Since I've updated My Blogg!! Haizzzz... These past Few day's Seems to be a Very Busy And tiring Day For Us ... I've Been Falling Sick Lately Coz I've Miss My Bhabe VERRRRRRYYYYY MUCHH!!!!! haiz I've been trying to be strong but i coudn't help Thinking Of Her... How I Wish That TIme Rally Flies Reall Fast!!! ORD PLS!!!!! I Want To B With Her in My Arms AGAIN!!! :'(

I MISSS YOUUUUUU!!!!!!!....

As Day Past, Ns Been Really Kicking Us Reall Hard!!! As ATP's Coming And Marksmanship faced and IPPT Coming MAN!!!! We're Freakin SHAGGGG!!!!!!! But After All Wer're Gettong the $9,0000 or $10,0000++ in our CPF which is not So Bad!! Aiyah Straight Away Buy Flat!!! Muahahaha!!!!! At Least I'll Have A place To Stay For My own And My Fionce Already!!! WHOOO!!!! Thinking Bout The Future Now After ORD!! WHOOO Cant Wait To Go Back To Kitchen Line and Fuck All The Cooks (Or e other way round) hahaha....

Hey Ya'll It's been kinda long since i blogged again due to some things...Whahhh Finally I'm Out from camp for our 1 week Break...Dammm, NS is not the life that u wanna live... Non Stop-Training Made Us Half-way dead and especially Route Marches from 4 click--24click, But once its all over it will be really relax after all the training for just one event P.O.P

As 1 week past, soon AIT will b drawing to a near and it will b much tougher then the first one.. more Running,More Weapon n Most Of All Another Route March!!! Arghhh!!!!

Btw Miss all u Mate's!!!

Haiz, Sad Day Is Almost Drawing Near Where I Am going for NS, And Well I'm Not really prepared yet coz i've got alot of things's do before i enter for Ns.. Firstly I Really Want To accomplish My Wishlist with My Bhabe 2ndly- i want her to get well really soon b4 i enlist for my NS.. 3rddly i want To Spent More Time As Much As Possible With her as she's The only one That i Turn Into now , now That i'm Away from home for a long time and well i've got nothing left but her by myside...But The Real Question Is What M i gonna Do When She's gonna Be Leaving In August 24... Haiz :'(

I'm also quite Worried As both of us will b going to b apart for a Long time and wont b seeing each other.. Who know's What will Happen... But As Long As I Know Myself, She's The Onli One deep down That i will Love....
Man I Hate this Kind Of goodbyes and well it will just make u Sad, hurt and nervouse to What will gonna happen to her back home.. :'( Whahhh!!! If Onli This Is Just A dream Where i can wake up and Know That I'm Not A PR!!!

-Shit! Shit! Na Malagkit!!!

-ps: Sorri That i've Failed you in a way that i couldnt get deffered in June and earn as much as what we goaled for, N we may not get what we want from our wishlist but i will assure u as soon as i get done with NS , I will have everything ready as soon as u come back!
-Lhove Loads from Ray!