Well Today Was A Good Day To Start
Firstly went Out for lunch with My Service Staff To Pastamania at Parco Bugis Junction And well we just ordered pizza, not sure whether she was just shy to order pasta but instead ordered pizza..lol..Well Chatted with her Here and there about life in the phil during their skool years and well got to know some things that i dont know about my other staff's So ya... Hmm Well after That we had a quick Roam around Esplenade as she dont really have the time or know SG yet so ya also planned with her to plan out this outing which i requested to her to tell their leaving staff's to join in the final Outing "FURAMA OUTING".. Lol.. '
Then After That send her to the Mrt And as for me Offed To Work.. As Usual Things Were Unexpected coz total reservations was 109pax but ended up 50 pax were cancelled...

Well Theres Just A Video That i would Just Like To Share with u guy's :D
Enjoy And Hope U'll Learn sumthing from the video:) All the Best To The Graduationg Chef's!!! 2 More MNTHS!!!! JIAYO!!!!

Life's Starting To Get Miserable when Attachment's Coming TO An END!! Whahhhh!!! SOBB!!
Lot Of Things has bEen Happening lately in Life, Firstly anger against parents has been a hard day for me to recover coz its been already 4mnths i've not talked to them compared to the prev years which was onli min 2 mnths and this year is extra 2 mnths, and well i've got this thoughts of living on my own since this things happened and who knows i'll be off good without me in the family..Less Burden For them..

It may seem everything's fine in my life but behind it, its been a hard time for me.. I've Been doing Some Thinking almost everyday after work after reaching home, lying on my bed and thinking of things that i've done wrong from work to parents to friends, Sometimes Its really hard to put things back to were it used to be and leaving no pain.. Not Talking To Parents has been really hard for me Especially my Mum, Since Young Mum would always be the onli parent that takes really good Care of me and sis while Dad is Working Overseas(SG) to make living... Whenever we Get Sick Mum Would Always find a way to have the $$ to buy medicine or bring us to the doctor she'd even sell our things just for the sake of Us.. Now That We're grown Up and having a good Life(well Not always) we tend to forget the things that our parents did for us, for some, abusing parents are the main points but thinking back during our younger days where we were in a crib, almost everynight we would cry and waking up our parents sleep just to stop the crying 24/7.. Now That We're All Grown Up We Tend To Go Against Them And Forgot What They Have Done For Us and made us stand in our own 2 feet :'(

Secondly Hmm well Work-
i'm not gonna mention on what's been going on but I just dont Like To Hurt people's feeling when it comes to this coz well FYI my weakess point are this kind of Subjects...Hopefully Things Will Turn Out where it use to be, leaving no tears shedding and heart breaking :'/ Haiz Like I said, Why Is Life Starting To get Miserable when its onli 2mths away from Ending Attachment, Why! Why!! Why!!! Arghh!!!

Man Today Was A dissapointing Day For me... Haiz...Firstly came for OT at 10am coz of function going on, then we'll as usuall, chef appointed 2 guy's for the function but end-up me was the onli one doing the shit about it... wtf!! it was like he had a free OT for No Farking Reason...WTF!!
After That Had Some Good Things happened and again as i continued my afternoon shift, day was starting to b good accept at the middle part where everyone was all of a sudden changed of feelings and atittude.. haiz and well as for me i kinda did something , i dont even know why i did that but ya was really dissapointed in myself now!! HAIZ!!! I Bet I Cant Sleep To This Kind Of situation going into my mind and seeing that person tmrw as i go to work : / i dont want that person to think that i'm a bad person... Haiz... MAnn What M I Gonna Do If They're gonna talk about it tmrw and makes that particular person accused of it for no reason... Wahhh!!! I'm An Asshole...Dammm!!!!! And also to my fellow service staff so sorri for what i've done that made u so angry or so, gonna try to fix things up between u and me... Haiz... Life's So Miserable when attachment's going to END!!! I'm Gonna Miss My Newly MEt Friends :'(

What A Day!!

29th Nov

Mannn What A Day It has Been For This Day...Did OT again for 2 day's and its like every one week i'll be having a fucking Ot without Me informing. To Me This Kind Of Shit Bother's me Coz u might not know u may have plans for the day and we'll u'll have to work coz they've put u for OT!! WTF!! So Ya my day was so fucked-Up..

Right After Ended OT at 2pm (OT-7am-2pm) , went for a nap to clear my mind off, but again i was frustrated coz i had to work which i requested for morning shift and having OT in the afternoon but instead they've put it in the other way round..Well what makes me real mad was working here in this kind of situation, and worst still we were having our Staff Dinner & Dance Party on the same day at 6pm and well i'm working in shift of 3pm-11pm, so went to chef's office to ask whether it's possible if i could take a half day but he dissaproved my request due to lack of man-power but he told me that when i'm free i could go up and take a look and say hello to friends. But WTF why would i do that for , i requested for other shift but u put me in the wrong shift..Haiz, well i was just hoping that time flies very fast so that there would be less customer and well i was in luck right after around 9:30(estimated time of less people for dinner)

there were onli 4-9 customer's left so, since i've left onli a few live shrimps, i went to cook them and standby for anyone who wish to take and closed my station.. Once i closed my station i went straight up to see and Mann People & friends were looking great but i was in my chef uniform with dirt on it..But Well Fuck It at least i went up to see the party! well i went up & down of the escalator just to enjoy the party and well the chef from the pastry let me stay up to see the actions so went down to my locker room and took my cam and went back up to the Ballroom to take some shots... well it was worth bringing the cam although i was working instead of enjoying the party -.-!!... So Ya Right after our dinner closed, quickly changed and went up to take more shots but sadly it was ending, lol... But it was ok at least we drank and dance with friends :D

At Least I got to see My Friends There and take shots of them and well they did really enjoy the Party!!!

(pic's Will b Up)

Terrible Terrible Teribble

After D&D went off from the hotel with friends and staff members. Well one of our working mate went to suggest to go for a drink somewhere but not known the place onli told us the place called V-2 and well to my surprise someone knows the place as well, haiz once reach there It was still on my mind till Now!! We Were At GEYLANG STREET 33!!! WTF!!! I was Like Damm what m i doing here!! WTF!!! ARGHHH!!! It was a pub and well as u Know GEYLANG IS a Red Light District by the time we sat down god knows what happened!! Girls was like no fucking business taking ur hand and making an intro of themselves and the funny thing was they speak chinese but i dont , so hahaha i really laughin all the way.. Lol.. Then someone came up to me and grab my hand and well again god onli knows what happened.. lol she was like dancing infront of me grinding me,, wtf then she was like taking my both hand wrapping my hands around her and i was like Mann i need a Time Out!!!(NOT that time Out!!) so went out of the pub to take fresh air and again went back in but whenever girl came up to me i refused their offer.. Hmm but 2 people enjoyed the night especially that person which i wont mention the name! Haizzzz Saded for that person.. Breaking Someone's heart... after the pub closed we went to walk along geylang to see how night life for Pros it would like to b..lol.. as we passed them this lady had this big (./.) ( <<>

Well After a 3-day of Efffing OT, Finally It was my Day-Off and well i slept like a baby and woke up after 2pm then did some workout coz i really needed it..
So today was kinda tired but didnt really have plans so at around 6 plus i decided to join xuan yan,hazel,wenna & eejie for a game of ball but well i was kinda late coz i took a quick nap but turned out to b a late 1.. Well It was Good To See Both Xuan Yan & Hazel Back again :) and well they even gave me a gift from France which was a Cycling Glove, i really appreciate it from both of u :) thnx, both gifts from me will b given as its finishes(hopefully, coz busy out to work). Cant Wait To See Jhon's Present From Xuan Yan Heard Its going to be an interesting One... Muahahahahahahahahahah!!!! tsk tsk i pitty u brother!!

Tmrw's another Big Fucking Day To Work And well Will just have to wait till its ALLL Overrrrr...
Damm I cant really Wait To Get Out Of The Hotel And really have to decide to which hotel or restaurant to go so that to b expose to diff kind of food & techniques which i can really test on and use it on the future use, But Loved The Hotel's Events and will b looking forward for The D&D 09... Muahahaha!!! Loved Events But Hated The Company.. Well Its For Freeeeee :)

YEa Finally Watched Dance Flick with Jonathan But as usual the show was kinda funny in a way, just like Scary Movie 2 & 3... And As For work Things Getting pretty well with working pals accept for 1 particular chef which is being a sucker literally almost everyday.. And Most Shocking is Augustine Had A big-miss-understanding with the Exec chef and turn out to an almost fighting scene in the buffet counter... As For Now Hoping That the time would Go Fast So That I can F Of Of The hotel And Change to a good place to really expose myself...

Well Today Met With Chen Pheng Since It was another Off-day For Me... We''ll wanted To watch Dance Flick But Ended Up Watching Gamer's again And We'll I Finally Got What The Whole Story Was About.. Hmm and For Those Who HAve Not Watched It, Well Go And Watch Gamer!! IT may Be confusing to understand for some but if u pay attention u'll get what the story all about!!

Tmrw Gonna Try To Go Watch DANCE FLICK!!! WHOO Life's Good When Ur Having Fun Watching Movies!!

And AGAIN!!! WHAHHHHHHH BACK TO WORK AGAIN TMRW!!!!! F#$%^&*(!!!!! OT!!!!! SHIT!!!
7-3,3-11pm F#$%^&*()_!!!!!