Well Today Was A Good Day To Start
Firstly went Out for lunch with My Service Staff To Pastamania at Parco Bugis Junction And well we just ordered pizza, not sure whether she was just shy to order pasta but instead ordered pizza..lol..Well Chatted with her Here and there about life in the phil during their skool years and well got to know some things that i dont know about my other staff's So ya... Hmm Well after That we had a quick Roam around Esplenade as she dont really have the time or know SG yet so ya also planned with her to plan out this outing which i requested to her to tell their leaving staff's to join in the final Outing "FURAMA OUTING".. Lol.. '
Then After That send her to the Mrt And as for me Offed To Work.. As Usual Things Were Unexpected coz total reservations was 109pax but ended up 50 pax were cancelled...
Well Theres Just A Video That i would Just Like To Share with u guy's :D
Enjoy And Hope U'll Learn sumthing from the video:) All the Best To The Graduationg Chef's!!! 2 More MNTHS!!!! JIAYO!!!!
Friday 16 October 2009
Friday 9 October 2009
Life's Starting To Get Miserable when Attachment's Coming TO An END!! Whahhhh!!! SOBB!!
Lot Of Things has bEen Happening lately in Life, Firstly anger against parents has been a hard day for me to recover coz its been already 4mnths i've not talked to them compared to the prev years which was onli min 2 mnths and this year is extra 2 mnths, and well i've got this thoughts of living on my own since this things happened and who knows i'll be off good without me in the family..Less Burden For them..
It may seem everything's fine in my life but behind it, its been a hard time for me.. I've Been doing Some Thinking almost everyday after work after reaching home, lying on my bed and thinking of things that i've done wrong from work to parents to friends, Sometimes Its really hard to put things back to were it used to be and leaving no pain.. Not Talking To Parents has been really hard for me Especially my Mum, Since Young Mum would always be the onli parent that takes really good Care of me and sis while Dad is Working Overseas(SG) to make living... Whenever we Get Sick Mum Would Always find a way to have the $$ to buy medicine or bring us to the doctor she'd even sell our things just for the sake of Us.. Now That We're grown Up and having a good Life(well Not always) we tend to forget the things that our parents did for us, for some, abusing parents are the main points but thinking back during our younger days where we were in a crib, almost everynight we would cry and waking up our parents sleep just to stop the crying 24/7.. Now That We're All Grown Up We Tend To Go Against Them And Forgot What They Have Done For Us and made us stand in our own 2 feet :'(
Secondly Hmm well Work-
i'm not gonna mention on what's been going on but I just dont Like To Hurt people's feeling when it comes to this coz well FYI my weakess point are this kind of Subjects...Hopefully Things Will Turn Out where it use to be, leaving no tears shedding and heart breaking :'/ Haiz Like I said, Why Is Life Starting To get Miserable when its onli 2mths away from Ending Attachment, Why! Why!! Why!!! Arghh!!!
Lot Of Things has bEen Happening lately in Life, Firstly anger against parents has been a hard day for me to recover coz its been already 4mnths i've not talked to them compared to the prev years which was onli min 2 mnths and this year is extra 2 mnths, and well i've got this thoughts of living on my own since this things happened and who knows i'll be off good without me in the family..Less Burden For them..
It may seem everything's fine in my life but behind it, its been a hard time for me.. I've Been doing Some Thinking almost everyday after work after reaching home, lying on my bed and thinking of things that i've done wrong from work to parents to friends, Sometimes Its really hard to put things back to were it used to be and leaving no pain.. Not Talking To Parents has been really hard for me Especially my Mum, Since Young Mum would always be the onli parent that takes really good Care of me and sis while Dad is Working Overseas(SG) to make living... Whenever we Get Sick Mum Would Always find a way to have the $$ to buy medicine or bring us to the doctor she'd even sell our things just for the sake of Us.. Now That We're grown Up and having a good Life(well Not always) we tend to forget the things that our parents did for us, for some, abusing parents are the main points but thinking back during our younger days where we were in a crib, almost everynight we would cry and waking up our parents sleep just to stop the crying 24/7.. Now That We're All Grown Up We Tend To Go Against Them And Forgot What They Have Done For Us and made us stand in our own 2 feet :'(
Secondly Hmm well Work-
i'm not gonna mention on what's been going on but I just dont Like To Hurt people's feeling when it comes to this coz well FYI my weakess point are this kind of Subjects...Hopefully Things Will Turn Out where it use to be, leaving no tears shedding and heart breaking :'/ Haiz Like I said, Why Is Life Starting To get Miserable when its onli 2mths away from Ending Attachment, Why! Why!! Why!!! Arghh!!!
Tuesday 6 October 2009
Man Today Was A dissapointing Day For me... Haiz...Firstly came for OT at 10am coz of function going on, then we'll as usuall, chef appointed 2 guy's for the function but end-up me was the onli one doing the shit about it... wtf!! it was like he had a free OT for No Farking Reason...WTF!!
After That Had Some Good Things happened and again as i continued my afternoon shift, day was starting to b good accept at the middle part where everyone was all of a sudden changed of feelings and atittude.. haiz and well as for me i kinda did something , i dont even know why i did that but ya was really dissapointed in myself now!! HAIZ!!! I Bet I Cant Sleep To This Kind Of situation going into my mind and seeing that person tmrw as i go to work : / i dont want that person to think that i'm a bad person... Haiz... MAnn What M I Gonna Do If They're gonna talk about it tmrw and makes that particular person accused of it for no reason... Wahhh!!! I'm An Asshole...Dammm!!!!! And also to my fellow service staff so sorri for what i've done that made u so angry or so, gonna try to fix things up between u and me... Haiz... Life's So Miserable when attachment's going to END!!! I'm Gonna Miss My Newly MEt Friends :'(
After That Had Some Good Things happened and again as i continued my afternoon shift, day was starting to b good accept at the middle part where everyone was all of a sudden changed of feelings and atittude.. haiz and well as for me i kinda did something , i dont even know why i did that but ya was really dissapointed in myself now!! HAIZ!!! I Bet I Cant Sleep To This Kind Of situation going into my mind and seeing that person tmrw as i go to work : / i dont want that person to think that i'm a bad person... Haiz... MAnn What M I Gonna Do If They're gonna talk about it tmrw and makes that particular person accused of it for no reason... Wahhh!!! I'm An Asshole...Dammm!!!!! And also to my fellow service staff so sorri for what i've done that made u so angry or so, gonna try to fix things up between u and me... Haiz... Life's So Miserable when attachment's going to END!!! I'm Gonna Miss My Newly MEt Friends :'(
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