Well These Past Few Day's Was A Total Boredome For Me Cause I was Always been staying in camp couz of some reason...
Haiz I Miss Everything Outside With My Special Someone Where we Go Out And Have Fun Together As A Couple...We'll Whatever It Takes And Whatever Happen's Love Will Never Fades!!!

Recently having troubles Sleeping at night coz of too much thinking this few day's, Hmm Well I Guess I Really Missed HEr Very Much As It Been quite a long tyme for both of us to B Apart from each other :'(...

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Well Today We Had Our 1st SAFRA 10 Km Run And At First It was Hard For me To run it coz of All The Happenings That just Happened to me , i cant even bother to concentrate on what i was doing but thank God I finish it without any trouble along the way...

Many Things Happened Lately This few day's coz it relate's to the person that i Lhoved soooo much in my entire life... It Really hurts When That someone That u loved hid a secrets from u and it make u a Big Loooser For Not Helping Out The Things That loveone wants to do... I feel So Hurt That i Break-up with her coz i actually found Out That she asked the guy to help her Do an account for her on skype and actually the guy paid for it on her behalf instead of asking me to help her out...

You guy's may seem this post is Kinda weird and confusing and complicated but it all started from a simple help that i gave because he couldnt get the direction of the hostel, and well after that things began to change and they started going out :'( who would'nt feel hurt if that someone that u sacrificed and gave all ur love for her did this To u !! To Me i couldnt really take it coz it did not happened for the first Time but TWICE!!!!

At 6pm Today
Well i went To church near SMU and Well as usuall went there for mass coz it was the 1st ever church that me and my speciallove went for mass... As I prayed, tear's rolled down from my eyes as i asked God What mistake did for her to do this to me... As Mass started My heart was hurting soo much that i Totally kneeled down as the mass started... I Hated To Do This But As What The Parable said for today's Mass " You cant change That person coz That's who he/she is.. And in order for u to help him/her change, is to sacrifice the hardest thing that u could ever as that's the onli way the person will realise it was wrong. As i heard the reading, my eyes started to water and left the church with a teary eye as i walked myself to Orchard... Things In life may happen esp when u Lhove someone that ur close to and he/she is the onli family that ur left but ended up in a hurtfull situation....

Hello peeps, It's been Really Long Time Since I've updated My Blogg!! Haizzzz... These past Few day's Seems to be a Very Busy And tiring Day For Us ... I've Been Falling Sick Lately Coz I've Miss My Bhabe VERRRRRRYYYYY MUCHH!!!!! haiz I've been trying to be strong but i coudn't help Thinking Of Her... How I Wish That TIme Rally Flies Reall Fast!!! ORD PLS!!!!! I Want To B With Her in My Arms AGAIN!!! :'(

I MISSS YOUUUUUU!!!!!!!....

As Day Past, Ns Been Really Kicking Us Reall Hard!!! As ATP's Coming And Marksmanship faced and IPPT Coming MAN!!!! We're Freakin SHAGGGG!!!!!!! But After All Wer're Gettong the $9,0000 or $10,0000++ in our CPF which is not So Bad!! Aiyah Straight Away Buy Flat!!! Muahahaha!!!!! At Least I'll Have A place To Stay For My own And My Fionce Already!!! WHOOO!!!! Thinking Bout The Future Now After ORD!! WHOOO Cant Wait To Go Back To Kitchen Line and Fuck All The Cooks (Or e other way round) hahaha....

Hey Ya'll It's been kinda long since i blogged again due to some things...Whahhh Finally I'm Out from camp for our 1 week Break...Dammm, NS is not the life that u wanna live... Non Stop-Training Made Us Half-way dead and especially Route Marches from 4 click--24click, But once its all over it will be really relax after all the training for just one event P.O.P

As 1 week past, soon AIT will b drawing to a near and it will b much tougher then the first one.. more Running,More Weapon n Most Of All Another Route March!!! Arghhh!!!!

Btw Miss all u Mate's!!!

Haiz, Sad Day Is Almost Drawing Near Where I Am going for NS, And Well I'm Not really prepared yet coz i've got alot of things's do before i enter for Ns.. Firstly I Really Want To accomplish My Wishlist with My Bhabe 2ndly- i want her to get well really soon b4 i enlist for my NS.. 3rddly i want To Spent More Time As Much As Possible With her as she's The only one That i Turn Into now , now That i'm Away from home for a long time and well i've got nothing left but her by myside...But The Real Question Is What M i gonna Do When She's gonna Be Leaving In August 24... Haiz :'(

I'm also quite Worried As both of us will b going to b apart for a Long time and wont b seeing each other.. Who know's What will Happen... But As Long As I Know Myself, She's The Onli One deep down That i will Love....
Man I Hate this Kind Of goodbyes and well it will just make u Sad, hurt and nervouse to What will gonna happen to her back home.. :'( Whahhh!!! If Onli This Is Just A dream Where i can wake up and Know That I'm Not A PR!!!

-Shit! Shit! Na Malagkit!!!

-ps: Sorri That i've Failed you in a way that i couldnt get deffered in June and earn as much as what we goaled for, N we may not get what we want from our wishlist but i will assure u as soon as i get done with NS , I will have everything ready as soon as u come back!
-Lhove Loads from Ray!

Harlow Again peeps!! Hmm Well Its Been Really long Eh? Hmm Well Ya It's Really been That long since i've updated my blog... Lot's of Things Happened lately for this past months and it includes anger,dissapointment's and also part Of daily growing Life...
well as for now i dont really go online as often as b4..It's Kinda Hard When people Are trying to help you but dont really know the problem from the start, if they are really ur friends they would help and understand what you are really going through...As for Now i have Limited of friends to turn to and tha'ts not good..
Hmm well whatever happen's its gods will

Well Firstly Today Started Work Again, To achieve whatever Things That we made in The list.. Well work started really fine accept for the buffet part, Lunch Was Totally To A Bored...

After Work decided to meet up with my girlfriend to buy her shoe coz the shoe that she was wearing wasn't that comfortable, but she was too tired to go out of the hotel to accompany her to buy .. So Instead , i went to different store around orchard to see if there was a similar shoe as she was wearing but a comfortable one... Hmm Well Dont Wanna Continue Anymore : /

So Ya this Is my post for the day..All i Just Wanna say is I'm Not Sure of How i am gonna live my NS life if things happen Like This :/ hmm well, Avoire!!

Well Hello Guy's And Man It's Been Long, that i've last updated My Blogg... Through Out The day's that Have Past, Lots of things happened .e.t.c- work, quarrell's, and other things regarding everyday life.. But Thank God It was solve and Calm everything...

As The matter of fact, I'm currently waiting for My NS(National Service) and while waiting i've been doing Part-time Jobs over e hotels in Culinary and managed to absorb fundemental skills from it... Planning To Have Double Jobs For The Weekend as i really promised My Bhabe that the wishlist that we Both made will Happened and by doing this we really need to help each other as a team in order for us to reach our goals before i'm posted, so Ya... Gonna Do Whatever I can in order to achieve the Goal That we've set so that there will be no dissapointment's , after all i'm going NS and may not able to move here and there as its going to be a tight sched as i'm Posted..
Haiz Cant Really Imagine Why i have to Leave my Baby on May 3 when she's still here having her attachment when she's needing me by her sight... I Dont Even Think I will Survive In the camp without seeing her..Haiz But everything Is for The Best, I HOpe!!! BUT As Soon As NS is Over I'm Gonna fly Over To Phil Again To Visit Her as promised....

yO Yo YO!!! It's Been Long since I've Updated My Blog!!!.. Hmmm Well Lot's Of Thing's Happened Lately & Well Most Importantly We're Officially a
Graduate STUDENT!!! WHOOO!!!
Just Had Our Graduation Ceremony yesterday and Hell Yea glad its All Over And DAMM I'm Going NS(National Service) On 3rd Of May @ Mandai Camp and That Means Goodbye To My Sexy Hair!! Whahhh!! Cant Imagine How We Look If our hair is being shaved Off...
-Photo's Will Be Posted During Our Graduation And well I'll try to upload the Video as well :D