Sunday, 12 September 2010

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Well Today We Had Our 1st SAFRA 10 Km Run And At First It was Hard For me To run it coz of All The Happenings That just Happened to me , i cant even bother to concentrate on what i was doing but thank God I finish it without any trouble along the way...

Many Things Happened Lately This few day's coz it relate's to the person that i Lhoved soooo much in my entire life... It Really hurts When That someone That u loved hid a secrets from u and it make u a Big Loooser For Not Helping Out The Things That loveone wants to do... I feel So Hurt That i Break-up with her coz i actually found Out That she asked the guy to help her Do an account for her on skype and actually the guy paid for it on her behalf instead of asking me to help her out...

You guy's may seem this post is Kinda weird and confusing and complicated but it all started from a simple help that i gave because he couldnt get the direction of the hostel, and well after that things began to change and they started going out :'( who would'nt feel hurt if that someone that u sacrificed and gave all ur love for her did this To u !! To Me i couldnt really take it coz it did not happened for the first Time but TWICE!!!!

At 6pm Today
Well i went To church near SMU and Well as usuall went there for mass coz it was the 1st ever church that me and my speciallove went for mass... As I prayed, tear's rolled down from my eyes as i asked God What mistake did for her to do this to me... As Mass started My heart was hurting soo much that i Totally kneeled down as the mass started... I Hated To Do This But As What The Parable said for today's Mass " You cant change That person coz That's who he/she is.. And in order for u to help him/her change, is to sacrifice the hardest thing that u could ever as that's the onli way the person will realise it was wrong. As i heard the reading, my eyes started to water and left the church with a teary eye as i walked myself to Orchard... Things In life may happen esp when u Lhove someone that ur close to and he/she is the onli family that ur left but ended up in a hurtfull situation....

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